I'm nine-freaking-teen.i hate to be this stupid girl.
i'm incapable of making wise judgements
How can i'm falling all over again ? i said no ! and now is even harder ,
he's a chinese.yeah readers.its a hell-ish.
we healing it in some weird way that we cant even explain .
its still hard to convince myself that loving a non-muslim actually never works.
hurm,or maybe i need a person who could convince me otherwise ?
now,its only up to me.whether i'm going to find it,realize it,
or maybe i just could see everything in a distorted perspective of mine ?
For you Joshua,if there's possibility or chance to read this,i'm sorry.i cant.like seriously.i can't.
ohh man.i need a korean or chinese.and hell yeah.
i finally got 1 of them.but this gonna be the best resolution for all.though it might hurt.
should i stop attending that mandarin class ? should i ? runaway ? am i a loser ? i'm at lost for words .